Friday, February 5, 2010

Runaway

Are mommas allowed to run away? 'Cause I'm considering it... not permanently of course, but maybe for 2 or 24 hours.

Lance has been out of town since Sunday and this momma is worn down. The first half of the week was quite relaxing and down right enjoyable. No need to feel compelled to cook dinner. PB&J and mac n cheese work quite nicely thankyouverymuch. Lots of books, and some TV time. After all, it has been raining for DAYS. I can't remember the last time we saw the sun.

But by last night, I was over the single momma routine. Since L was still awake and fighting sleep at 11pm, I was envisioning an entire night awake with her. And you know how when you aren't sleeping and then you panic, 'cause you're not sleeping and so then, you can't relax and you surely won't get any sleep then. Well, that was me last night. And after having been awakened at 5am by crying cats, I was a wee bit desperate for the sleep.

L has decided she doesn't like anyone or anything, she doesn't have any fun toys and everyone is mean to her. Hmmm...with an attitude like that, I can certainly see why everyone is being mean to her. And if I weren't her momma and love her like crazy....

So, tonight, Lance gets home. If you see me with my purse, fleeing our home for a few hours, you'll know, I did run away.


But I will come home.



Maybe.



Just kidding.

13 comments:

Jenn Greeley said...

Yikes! Crying cats. I totally understand the panic feeling when you aren't sleeping. We'll you've made it, he's home tonight and MommaJen is taking a break!

Emily said...

You should go to that midnight scrapbooking place! Or atleast get some ice cream :-)

Marilyn said...

So sorry you had a rough week!

Tell Leah to be thinking of something she wants to do on Spring Break...maybe that will keep the negative thoughts away.

And I hope you do something fun tonight or over the weekend to get your sanity back!

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circus of love said...

I have the hardest time sleeping when John is out. It is just crazy! I know it has been a while since this post but I haven't been back in the blog world for a while. Not really much time for it anymore.

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I have the hardest time sleeping when John is out. It is just crazy! I know it has been a while since this post but I haven't been back in the blog world for a while. Not really much time for it anymore.

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